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Saturday, October 29, 2011 12:13 AM


I saw this tweet like 2 days back or yesterday and I realized how true it was.
Right now, I feel very antisocial in someway, or rather.
Being 'outgoing' doesn't seem natural to me at this phase, no idea why.
Maybe its just a phase, I've been wearing very sloppy too, lazy to put on a pair of jeans.

Novemeber is closing in, did October just passed by THAT fast?
What in the name of Mr. DamnLOL.
This can only mean 3 things,
1. I am getting really old.
2. Final assignments are coming
3. My thambi is going to face his SPM.

And the 2nd and 3rd one is equally important to me, that is why, these days,
Whatever assignments I have, I would just sweep them off if it's possible.
At the current moment, I'm editing the short film we shot for Video Production.
That is due on the 4th of November, note-to-self, please don't take 'too-long-unwanted' breaks. LOL.

These past week was awesome, been going to my thambi's house, almost everyday.
I've been waking up at 8-9am for the past 2/3 weeks. (Y) Awesome.
It's fun somehow reliving the SPM feel, it's quite thrilling,
rediscovering the secrets of how I dealt with SPM, the little tips here and there.
Especially for Add Maths. It's a great mixture of fun, thrill and frustration.
Eating at his house, so many times, I feel like it's my 2nd home already!
Also, we also finished watching the whole Shrek Quadralogy. (Y)
At some points, where it gets really grueling and though, that is when the awesome talks come in.
Motivation, positive, thoughts and all.
The warm embrace that I truly enjoy.

Recently I read back things that I wrote in like a year ago or so,
One of them which was a blog post I did, I was really touched by what I wrote.
And by comparing apple to apple from last year to this year.
It leaves me in awe, it's not really a good thing nor its a bad thing.
I feel that I should have that positive attitude I had last year, and
I have to practice that EVERY DAY, no matter how many times life come and questions your positivity.
And another one was a note I wrote for my thambi, that I left in his reference book.
Wow, when I read it, I felt like I was able to see the future at that time,
and the things that happened in between from the note until now,
makes me feel that this is just another way to show me how awesome this is.
And I really appreciate my thambi in every way possible.
Sometimes he might not see it, or sometimes I might doubt things,
but at the end of the day, when shit is flushed down the toilet.
Clarity of the truth is what we get.

P.S. I'm sorry blog cause I've also started writing. x) 
No hard feelings eh? 

Speaking of split personality, the new assignment is for us to take a picture of our own alter-ego.
I have some crazy thoughts running around in my head,
I really hope I am able to bring them alive!  

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